Wednesday, September 24, 2008

No Running

I rushed in the door out of breath, “H___Hey, Lo…Lou, yo-u still open?” Lou’s eyes lit up as he smiled with that graceful smile I’d seen a thousand times. “Boy you know we always open fo’ you. Get cho’ butt in this chair.” It was 6:37pm and Lou still hadn’t taken off his maroon barber jacket, that’s how you knew he lived in this ol’ shop. Lou claimed he went home at night, but you could walk in at 2 o’clock in the morning and he’d be sitting right there, looking out the gated window, in his red leather barber chair, smellin’ like oil sheen and Barbasol shaving cream, like he knew you were coming, and you were late.



I had been coming to this barbershop since I was four years old and everything was the same. Same dirty ol’ Sprite vending machine that didn’t work, takin’ up half the space in that lil’ shop. That machine was so dirty you could barely read the names of the choices. Didn’t matter though, like I said it was broke. Manny Jr. tripped over the chord while he was runnin’ around the shop one day. That machine never worked after that, and then Lou put up a “No Running” sign just above the door. The sign had big red printed letters and an exclamation point. I think exclamation points scared kids, cause none of em’ ran around the shop after that, includin’ me.



It was the same ugly green and white tile floor, with a few cracks exposing the wood underneath. Lou did his best to clean up the scuff marks on the floor, but there had been a lot of people in and out of here. Alotta Air Forces, J’s, Chucks, and Superstars. Mike Tyson had come in once. He’d come in one time when he was in town for training. Matter fact a bunch of famous ol’ dudes had been in here; John Conyers, Coleman Young, Marion Berry, Ron Isley, Frankie Beverly, Walton Payton, and even Lawrence Taylor. Lou had frames up with all of them. Matter fact he had a picture with just about everybody, at least from this neighborhood; Mommas, daddies, brothers, sisters, aunties, cousins, grandmas friends and not-friends. They were all cluttered over each other on the big mirror that took up the whole wall behind his barber chair, right above the counter were he keep the Wahl clippers, scissors, hand mirrors, towels, cotton balls, alcohol, Barbasol, razors, combs, bushes.



I had a picture up there. It was kinda covered up by a few other pictures, and tinted yellow from light damage, but you could see me and Tia all dressed up for prom. You couldn’t see Lou though, but he was in the picture. Lou gave me that tux for prom, I wasn’t going to go. He said that every man needs to go to their prom. The tux was a little big on me. You could see the sleeves covering my knuckles, and the pants bunched up near my ankles. I didn’t care though. I didn’t care about nothin’ that night, Lou let me drive the caddy.



“Ya want a shave?” Lou asked me, as I sat in his chair. He wrapped the tissue liner around my neck and I took a sniff; Yep, oil sheen and Barbasol. “Naw, I’m alright. Just take it down a lil’ bit,” I answered. He put the black cape around me and started humming. Lou always hummed while he was cutting hair. It was always Sam Cooke too, A Change is Gonna Come.


“How’s that little boy doin?” he asked.


“Oh, he’s good,” I said.


“You bringin him up right?” he asked.


“Yes sir,” I said.


You always knew when Lou was just about to finish because he’d stop humming and start going “uh huh, uh huh.”


“Uh huh, uh huh” Lou was finishing up.


He handed me a mirror and I said “Yea,” then he poured alcohol on his hands and rubbed my forehead, the back of my neck, and the sides. He covered my eyes with one hand then sprayed oil sheen on my head with the other. He removed the tissue liner from my neck and buzzed off those last few hairs down there. I stood up and Lou bushed off any hair left on my clothes.


“Alright,” he said.


“Thanks Lou,” I said.


“You bring that boy in here now,” he said.


“Yes sir,” I said.


As I headed toward the door, I grabbed my coat and tried to glance threw the big cluttered mirror to get a look at my hair. No luck, too much history was plastered over it.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Class Merge

Yesterday afternoon as I boarded the 12:55 westbound #50, the bus that travels between Grand Valley State University’s Allendale and downtown Grand Rapids campuses, with my Air-Force Ones’ untied, shorts sagging slightly below my waist, and Lupe Fiasco’s sophomore album “The Cool” blaring through my headphones, an older gentlemen noticed the distinguished polar bear mascot on my t-shirt and grabbed my arm. “You played football for Creston?” he asked.


He was short in stature and neatly dressed with his polo tucked into his khakis, an old leather belt wrapped around his thin waist, and brown loafers on his feet. Feeling obligated, I sat next to the man and began a casual conversation. His soft voice was difficult to decipher from the hushing vibrations of the bus’s motor. “I played at Creston back in 1948.” His name was Fred and at 80 years old this man was 60 years my elder. Fred, a retired engineer, began telling me how rising gas prices had encouraged his trial with public transportation. “You gotta get one of those hybrid cars,” I told him. He responded with a laugh, “At 80, I’m not likely to see a return on my investment.” Continuing the conversation I discovered that he was volunteering at an engineering camp for middle and high-school aged kids, and that he himself worked for an aero-manufacturing plant some 30 years ago, before his job was shipped to China. “We just can’t compete,” he said, noting the trend of corporations taking advantage of low wage labor in developing countries.


This chance encounter was intriguing because Fred and I would be considered completely and utterly opposite in so many ways. He is white and I am black. He is old and I am young. What possibly could we have in common? Certainly, if politically engaged, he would be a supporter of Senator McCain. Given the slim chance that I, an urban African American male might be politically active, surely I would be a supporter of Senator Obama.


The chances of Fred knowing the lyrics to my favorite Kanye West song or how to use my iPod were slim to none. The chances of me being able to identify with the rising costs of his daily medication were non-existent. The chances of the two of us finding commonality on any level were minimal. Yet there we sat noticing the same issues facing this country; over-dependence on foreign oil, jobs being deported to countries like China and India, the modernization of those countries, and the vulnerability of America’s manufacturing and labor sectors.


The sight of us talking must have been oxymoronic for on-looking riders.


The daily commute to and from class has facilitated my observation of what seems to be the beginning of a cultural shift in America. Gas prices are one factor increasing the interaction amongst members from opposite sides of the economic spectrum (even if this interaction only takes place on the turf of the poor). This, if nowhere else, can be observed in the seats of the city’s public transportation.


It’s not so unusual now to see inner city kids carrying backpacks, iPods, and basketballs riding alongside businessmen wearing suits and carrying Blackberries and briefcases. Nursing students are sitting next to elderly women traveling to medical appointments. Single mothers are making their weekly commutes to the grocery store while couples are heading downtown for a night out.


America’s middle-class is suddenly riding right next to America’s lower-class.


Evidently a struggling economy does not discriminate on the basis of race, gender, age, or ethnicity. Its reach misses few, and those that cannot escape its grasp are all lumped into the same boat…or bus, if you will.

Friday, September 19, 2008

The Devil's Triumph

He rushed out of the courthouse panting, with his face still pale white from the shock. The rain was soaking his suit as reporters chased him to his SUV. Despite the camera lights and microphones in his face, all he could think about were the words uttered to him just a few moments ago.

“Daughter has been shot... critical condition… Detroit Medical Center.”


He’d gotten the news while cross examining the most famous defendant in the most famous trial in Detroit’s history. He was crossing the Mayor, Kwame M. Kilpatrick. He’d tried and convicted mob bosses, gang leaders, and drug lords. There were always threats but never had someone actually touched him or his daughter.

About eight years ago now, a packaged bomb was sent to his office, but the bomber forgot to connect some wires and it failed to detonate. Just last year someone attempted a drive by. Twenty-seven shots fired and not one managed to even graze the man whom the Detroit News dubbed the city’s Arc Angel. Gabriel had taken all the necessary precautions to protect his daughter; from keeping her in the suburbs to working under the last name Rosales. That’s how he knew it was Kilpatrick. He had the power to get access to that kind of information.

“PROSECUTOR’S DAUGHTER SHOT”, the Free Press had the headline up on their website before Gabriel could even get to the hospital.

Some news crews were already set up at the DMC. They were crowding the entrance of the emergency room, security wouldn’t let them inside. With a police escort Gabriel pulled up to the entrance and got out of the truck. The reporters engulfed him like they were pigeons and he was bread. All of them were shouting over each other.

“Mr. Rosales, is it true that your daughter was shot!?”

“Do the police have any suspects!?”

“Do you believe this is anyhow connected to the trial!?”

“Do you think you’ll be able to continue working the case!?”

“What is your daughter’s status!?”

“Mr. Rosales…!”

“Mr. Rosales…!”

“Mr. Ro…!”

By the time he actually made it into the ER, the scene outside had drawn everyone’s attention inside. Nurses, patients, doctors, people sitting in the lobby, everyone was staring at him. Every TV in the waiting room had the news on showing Gabriel rushing out of the courthouse and arriving at the hospital. You could hear the telecasts through the muffled silence, “Just moments ago district attorney Gabriel Rosales arrived at the Detroit Medical Center…” Not knowing who to question he approached the nurses’ station.

“Where’s my daughter?” Gabriel tried to hide the intensity in his voice, but the nurse looked slightly shaken like he had just screamed at her. Before she could stutter out a response a doctor intervened.

“Mr. Rosales, I’m Dr. Herald. If you’d come with me please.”

They walked down a hallway out of the main emergency room lobby. Gabriel, still wet, was waiting impatiently for his information and getting angry at the same time.

With his teeth clinched he asked again, “Where’s my daughter?”

“Mr. Ro…,” Gabriel felt that the doctor was about to give him one of those lines, one of those politically correct lines that doctors practiced to give family members bad news. He grabbed the doctor by his collar and slammed him into a wall, banging his head into one of those knock-off paintings. Gabriel’s eyes were peered on the doctor like hot coals. Their noses were just inches from touching.

“WHERE IS MY DAUGHTER!?” Gabriel demanded.

“Sh-she’s in surgery,” Dr. Herald stuttered, rubbing the back of his head.

Gabriel released his grip and took a few steps back, realizing he had just lost his cool. He was breathing heavy. “Where was she hit?” he asked in an apologetic tone, while staring at the wall, waiting to hear the worst possible news.

“The bullet entered through her stomach…passed through the cardiac valve and is lodged in the back wall of her heart,” Dr. Herald answered, seeing the despair on this father’s face.

Cardiac valve. Breathing deeply Gabriel leaned back into the wall, put his head down and washed his hands over his face. Cardiac valve. That meant that blood would flow back into the heart. Cardiac valve.

“What room doctor?” Gabriel asked and headed to the operating room.

His heart was pounding. Through the glass he could see his daughter’s closed eyes and the oxygen mask covering half her face. IVs were sticking out of her arms and doctors looked as if they were in a panic. Masked faces with soft blue scrubs were running in and out of the OR. One surgeon was barking at everyone else.

Beep. “God damn it, get that sowed up!”



Beep. “Com’on! Make sure she’s getting oxygen!”





Beep. “Nurse, get me more blood!”









Beep. “Defibrillators! DEFIBRILLATORS!











Beep. ---------------------------------------------



Gabriel saw the line go solid and dropped to his knees. For a second his world froze…There was only the gasp of disbelief.

Gabriel ran into the operating room with remnants of nervous sweat on is brow. He stared at his daughter’s lifeless body as nurses tried to revive her. This Arc Angel was powerless to bring his own daughter’s life back. The mayor killed his daughter. Kilpatrick had killed the Angel. The devil had conquered Gabriel.

No judge would let a DA handle a case in which the defendant is suspected to have been involved with the death of the prosecutor’s daughter. Conflict of interest. Gabriel couldn’t try the case anymore. Didn’t matter though. None of it did. He was going to kill the devil himself.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Lions: Don't Look In The Mirror

After a preseason in which the Lions looked absolutely dominate in all phases of the game, Jon Kitna and company are being exposed for what they are-A team with numerous weaknesses. After two weeks into the NFL season here's what we know.


  • The defense is bad, very bad. After two weeks the Lions rank 31st in total defense. The front seven doesn't scare anyone and teams with average to good offensive lines can gash the defense for 4 yard per carry. It's hard to win when opposing offenses are constantly facing 2nd and 4 or 3rd and 2. Oh yea, the Lions haven't even seen Adrian Peterson yet. Lets see if the Viks even attempt a pass in week 6.

  • Marinelli's men e.i. Chuck Darby, Kalvin Pearson, Dwight Smith, Dwayne White, Brian Kelly...haven't made the team better. During the Offseason we heard, "These guys have experience in the system." Maybe the Lions are running the wrong system. Yes, the Tampa 2 has produced two Superbowls this decade (Indianapolis, Tampa Bay) but the Lions simply don't have the personnel for this system. The Lions lack the pass rush that Colts and Bucs Superbowl teams had.

  • Calvin Johnson isn't filling his potential. No, even with the second most receiving yards in the NFL, Johnson could do better. With all that speed and athletic ability he should be getting 5 or 6 yards of separation on defenders, right now that's not happening. Anyone who watched the Monday Night game between the Eagles and Cowboys witnessed both Terrell Owens and DeSean Jackson get at least 5 yards of separation from the secondary. Johnson has this ability, but because of the limited amount of time Kitna has to throw the ball, in addition to two high safeties the Lions face, Johnson can't get deep.

  • Kevin Smith has heart. He could be something to watch if the offensive line opens up wholes for him. He has a hunger, a burst.

  • This week the Lions travel to San Fransisco to face the 49ers. Two teams in transition. If Detroit goes into the bye week 0-3, look out there could be some changes in the front office.


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    Tuesday, September 16, 2008

    Gaberiel: The Killer

    I kill. The people, they love me for it. Heck they pay me for it. Murders, rapists, mob bosses, child pornographers, drug lords, gangbangers, dirty politicians, you name it. Any and every sadistic fuck in this district. The click-clack of my thousand dollar square toe shoes echoing off the rich mahogany might may as well be the tic-toc counting down to a conviction. I am Alexander, Caesar, and Achilles. My word is my sword slashing through corruption and injustice. My word is truth. I am truth. I am justice. Ye though the city walk though the shadow of the valley of death, it shall fear no evil. My rod and my staff, they comfort thee. I am God. I say who lives. I say who dies. I am a killer, in a suit and tie.

    Mayor Kwame M. Kilpatrick is a devil. He has sucked money out this city for eight years. He stole the election. He’s extorted, laundered, covered up, and blackmailed. He has no regard for the law, but today he will. Today he will meet God, and God will kill him.



    I paced the stained mahogany courtroom floor as the light beamed in from the afternoon sun, and shined down on my custom made Italian suit. I had stained this floor myself with conviction after conviction, confession after confession. In the cracks and holes on the floor beneath the defendants chair were the tears fifteen to twenty, twenty-five to life without parole, and the death sentence. I put those tears there. That chair had seen men’s lives destroyed, families ruined, and justice served.


    My voice filled the stagnant air, the air that tasted and smelled like old wood. “Mr. Mayor, what is your association with Tamara Green, also known as Strawberry?” A former Florida A&M offensive linemen, 6’5’’ and about 270 pounds, this devil didn’t know fear. His legal team was composed of eight of the best defense attorneys in the country. Alabama, Connecticut, Utah, California, attorneys came from all over the country for this motherfucker.


    “She attended a party at my home,” he stared back. His stare was a challenge. His smirk told me he wasn’t scared. The Detroit style pinstriped suit illustrated his arrogance. It was fitting though, because he had pimped the city.


    “She attended a party…” I responded. That wasn’t the answer I wanted. He knew that, and I knew that my question wasn’t going to get the answer I wanted. “She attended this party…as a guest, a waitress, what?”


    He was still smirking, “She was a dancer.”


    “She was a stripper at your party,” I corrected him.


    Tamara Green had worked a party at the mayor’s house in September of 2006. She’s dead now. Reportedly she’d gotten into a fight with the mayor’s wife after getting caught going above and beyond the duties of her job.


    Just then one of my assistants came running though the courtroom’s double doors, sweating and panting. He motioned me to come over, and whispered in my ear. The blood was rushing from my face as I asked the judge for a recess.


    “For what cause?” he asked.


    “My daughter’s been shot,” I said.


    The devil sat, with a steady fire gleaming in his eyes.